I never thought that so quickly after getting married we would talk about having a baby. Yes, I have that “motherly instinct,” but I hadn’t thought it would run through my head almost on a daily basis. Is this my brain telling me that I am mentally ready to take the next step? Are the daily conversations with my husband about “not doing *blank* when we have a kid” or “we’ll need space for *blank* when we have a kid” normal for those who are recently married?
Right this second, we are definitely not ready to take the next step. We are in the process of buying our first house. We need to get ourselves situated in that new home. We need to make improvements to that new home. We need to make sure we can afford to live in that new home.
Financially, we agree that we need more money before we can “afford to have a kid”. There is no way we could live on just one income. Yes, I understand that you “make sacrifices for a baby,” but I don’t think we are ready to make so many sacrifices quite yet. On top of it all, I am a diabetic, and the high risk pregnancy scares the crap outta me! I just can’t imagine getting my husband all excited about having a baby, and then for something to go terribly wrong. My A1c level is right now is about 7.1.
My dad keeps saying that we are going to make a ‘special announcement’ by our one year wedding anniversary. My sister keeps saying that she can’t wait for my nephew to have a little cousin. My huband’s family loves me. I’m loved in his family. And I have to say, we work pretty damn well together too.
My whole family is leaving little hints that they want us to have a baby. They just don’t understand where I am coming from. I am scared. I don’t want to disappoint anyone, especially my husband. My A1c just isn’t perfect enough to stop my birth control pills and I don’t think I’m ready.
According to others in my situation on typeonenation.org, many OBGYN doctors and endocrinologists suggest that a type 1 diabetic’s A1c be in the 6 range before getting pregnant. During pregnancy, A1c levels should remain in the 5’s in order to avoid complications. I do understand, but I have also heard of many successful Type 1 Pregnancies without such tight control. My endocrinologist has already given me the “green light” to start trying, if we wanted to of course.
Do I have the motivation to lower my A1c? Will lowering my A1c help me to feel like I am ready to be a mom? Will us owning a home and having a little more space make us feel like we could have a kid? Will I ever not be scared, or will my worries just change? Will we ever feel like we are ready? I guess only time will tell… and we have plenty of time!
The beginning of 2015 is upon us. With that said, there is always changes with health insurance, deductibles needing to be met and of course, supplies needing to be shipped out! The health insurance through my job actually runs from July 1, 2014 until June 31, 2015, so I don’t need to worry about any health insurance issues starting in 2015. I am about to reach my deductible and I thought it was smooth sailing from now until the end of June.
Now that I am married and have officially changed my last name, I have the luxury of choosing to keep my own health insurance or go onto my husband’s health insurance policy. After doing research between his family policy and mine, it turns out that his insurance is a hell of a lot better that what is offered at my job, with a very minimal deductible to be met. Even after the deductible was met, his insurance will cover my diabetes supplies at 90% (verses the 50% my job was offering).
For the last month, I’ve known that I will be changing insurance in 2015. In an effort to save money, I purposely only ordered a one month supply of OmniPods, test strips and insulin. I thought I would be “OK” with the amount of dexcom sensors that I had, so I didn’t order any extra of that.
On December 30th, we received our new health insurance cards in the mail. I quickly called Insulet (maker of Omnipod) to give them my new insurance, as well as Neighborhood Diabetes (where I get my strips from) and Dexcom’s reorder department. They all said I would need to wait until the policy was in full effect on January 1st before they can send out supplies. Because the 2nd was a Friday and many offices did not open, I have to patiently wait to hear back from them in the coming week.
Unfortunately, today I ripped off my last dexcom sensor. I have been at a loss of not checking the reciever every 20 minutes or so! I feel like a teenager who lost their cell phone; waiting impatiently to call the insurance company so a new one can be ordered. I have been testing my blood sugars a lot more than usual today. I feel like my blood sugars have been all over because I can’t see the typical trend from dexcom of where they are headed.
From testing more, I am using more test strips. I seem to be running low on those too!
Luckily tomorrow is Monday and a normal “back to work” day. I will be on the phone first thing to order all my supplies, and pray that they will be delivered quickly. This girl needs to know what her blood sugar number is!
What have we discovered in 2014 about other people living with type 1 diabetes? What else can we learn about type 1 diabetes? How have things they have gone through effected us? That is my question to you, my reader.
These are the posts that got the most views in 2014.
- Can Diabetics donate blood? May 2013
- Wedding Day with Type 1 Diabetes August 2014
- Site Change February 2014
- Can You Donate Blood with Type 1 Diabetes? April 2014
- 3 Things You Should Never Say to a Person with Diabetes February 2014
Some of the most popular posts were written before 2014. Writing has staying power!
In 2014, there were 92 new posts, growing the total archive of this blog to 188 posts.
Wednesday with 44 posts total.
Happy New Year from Calla at “I am a Type 1 Diabetic.” Best of luck in 2015!
I’ve never had a babysitter who understood my life with type 1 diabetes. I never really had my parents understand why it was so hard to manage my diabetes. To this day, they see my dexcom and question why my numbers fluctuate that much!
I love this post below from “My Lazy Pancreas.” Have a read for yourself! (and of course, let me know what you think!)
Originally posted on My lazy pancreas:
Tonight I was babysitting two kids, one of whom has type 1.
I tested him post dinner, then before bed, then an hour post bed because he’d been running around like crazy and I had a gut feeling he would shoot down.
I was right. 15 point something down to 6 in an hour,
This boy is still very newly diagnosed and on injections (syringes), so I tried to get food into him to keep him stable overnight…
Anyone who is a parent of a child with type 1 or who has worked on type 1 camps before knows that this is a lot easier said than done. Kids get distressed, they don’t seem to know who you are or why they’re being asked to drink orange juice and crackers in the middle of the night – and who can blame them? I wouldn’t want a nanny forcing juice down…
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Below is self explanatory. I have to laugh. I feel like I raised my a1c for the last 3 months just by how my blood sugars were acting yesterday!
I’m kinda glad that Christmas is over, yet New Years may actually effect my blood sugars more. Be careful drinking my fellow diabetic friends! My new years resolution will be to get my a1c below 7.0. I’ve been getting closer, last one was 7.3, but my endrocrongolist wants to continue to get it down more.
It’s been really busy lately, and I haven’t had the chance to really talk about diabetes, let alone write a post for my blog. For that my followers, I am sorry. Hopefully my older posts have kept you interested and entertained.
I just wanted to wish all my diabetic followers a wonderful Holiday season, a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year (in case I don’t get the opportunity to do so!)
2014 was a great year and I definitely feel like I am improving my life, both physically with my diabetes and emotionally! I married the man of my dreams, changed my last name, got to go on some awesome vacations, dealt with some high and low blood sugars, and now I can’t wait to see what the future in 2015 brings. Thank you for being a part of my special year.
- What type of insulin pump do you use? Where do you typically wear it?
- Are you currently using a continuous glucose monitor? Do you like it?
- How do you feel when your blood sugars are low? What about high?
- Do your blood sugars rise quickly when you are mad? or stressed?
- How did you find out you had diabetes? How old were you?
I’ve got some ideas of posts that I want to talk about in the coming year… but your questions on here and on my youtube channel are always inspiring. I use the OmniPod insulin pump and the Dexcom G4 platinum CGM. Please comment below what you want to hear about in 2015, and I will try my best to make your wish a reality.